a Shade of my Past self -*

2009-02-22T09:00:00.000-08:00

i think i do too much for what i get in return sometimes. ohwell. life.

2009-02-10T06:00:00.000-08:00

life really sucks sometimes. special days are meant to be spent with special ones. but somehow, i never get the chance. so argh....

on the bright side, i hit level 12 for beep test. ohwell.

2009-01-18T16:30:00.000-08:00

hello everyone. sch has been pretty hectic. new teachers for gp, econs and the same boring one for chem. sian. haha. and its only been one week and im going nuts juggling homework, studies, training, house captain, facil and some other stuff. J2 is gonna be one hell of a year man. and i finally got myself a pencil box. like so lame right. i went to sch for one week without one. it was pretty retarded. and aaron stole my liquid paper! haha xD ohwell. on the bright side of life, hestia is done with its banners! yay! and they look sexyyy. credit esp to deb for the designs. we are so gonna be best house yeah! haha. okay thats all for now. till the next time i go in front of the com, which is who knows when, byebye!(:

2009-01-06T20:00:00.000-08:00

its so difficult pleasing everyone. ohwell.

happy new year everyone! yeah i know its like 6 days too late, but yeah. i havent been using com lately so dont mind kay. i love the one week extended holiday. its so fun seeing my bro and sis going to sch while i doze and rot on my bed. hehe so fun.

i feel like training. soccer training. just train and train. i need to lose the weight gained during hols. haha. i ate too much and dint train. bad me. and i got new shin pads! ohwell. train train train. run run run. get my 2.4 back to 9min plus. whee. damn im feeling retarded. haha.

ive finshed econs homework! :D but i havent started on chem and maths:( ahh screw it. it'll somehow be done. i hope. haha.

and finally. i miss my long hair. like lots.

ohwell im done! byebye.

2008-12-17T12:20:00.000-08:00

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
kesaven
kesa
casey

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
kesaK7ven
k7
maroon 7

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
bathed
ate
smsed

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
my hair (its straight for an indian)
pimple free face! :D
fun loving

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
temper
lousy eyesight and astik
low attention span (cant mug like icky does man)

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
singapore
india
errr... KK hospital?

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
breaking bones
certain consequences
failure

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
shirt
shorts
specs

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
food
water
handphone! (mustmust)

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
handphone
wallet
letter

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
nickelback
chris brown
eminem

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
soccer!
chocolates!
her!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
best i ever had - vertical horizon
oh re piya - (cant rmb)
uyire uyire - bombay

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
hip hop dance
ace physics
ace chemistry

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
this
those
that

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
fun
smiles
love

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'RE GIVING TO THE WORLD:
noise pollution
and i dunno what else. haha

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
chocolates are da bomb
i miss SJI
im looking foreward to A levels

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
eyes
hair
smile

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
humour
tease
happiness

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
eat sushi, or anything with seaweed
sit through chem lecture without dozing off atleast once
ace chem and physics

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
all boys environment
soccer at tanglin
SJI

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
iPod touch
laptop
wallet

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
family
friends
her

THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
eating
soccer
television

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
soccer
run
bake a chocolate cheese cake

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
im leaving my options open.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
paris
italy
somewhere with lots of snow(:

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
timmy turner
batman
joker

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
rondale
stevenson
chuckie

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
katie
april
kloey

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
taste every type of food
say goodbye to eveyone i love
achieve something worthy

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:
ami
krif
kumz

2008-12-01T12:15:00.000-08:00

MANCHESTER UNITED 1-0 MANCHESTER CITY

that shows who the real kings of manchester are. rooney's 100th goal in club football, starting way back as a teenager against arsenal, sealed victory in the most tense derby game in recent years. rooney's 100th goal in a derby victory was double the joy, the only tarnish being ronaldo's foolish sending off. but then again ronaldo only made 2 fouls the whole game? ohwell. luckily he'll only miss the game against off form sunderland. with chelsea losing to arsenal, the title race in hot man. but for now, the kings of england and europe are also the kings of manchester. red is the colour.

2008-11-30T15:10:00.000-08:00

haha okay, i have got overdue updates. so i better get started. haha.

first up obs. was from the 17th to the 21st of november. haha yup thats how overdue my update in. anyway, my group was washington. it consisted of kuma, paolo, gabriel tang, nat, hannah, zhi yun, nicole, gina, wei rong, chang yi, hin kai, ben and chek kai. most of the time it was mainly me, kuma, paolo and gab who kinda hung out together and those 3 were my tent mates. haha. and i also made super lots of new friends and bonded with old ones! from mj there was siva, ragavan and wei rong. damn funny lah they. from cj there was paolo, gab tang, naren, zhi yun, pricilla, aloy mah, chris, khai to the usual group of kuma, glenn , bjorn, joyce, wilson, nat, aaron and all.

basically obs was the bombxx. first day we did high elements. me and gab tang climbed the rock wall together. it was scary shit but in the end both of us climbed to the top for the first time. we were sweating like dogs when we came down. second day we set off on our sea expedition at around mid day. kayaked to punggol jetty and camped there for the night. 3rd day we set off early morning at 8plus and headed towards the causeway. yup that bridge between singapore and malaysia. kayaked all the way to the causeway. left my hand print on the bridge pillar. it was some sense of achievement. kayaked back to sembawang in the rain. damn shiok. reach sembawang at 5plus and camped there for the night. on the 4th day we left sembawang and headed back to pulau ubin obs camp. was supposed to reach obs camp site at around 3plus but we came back 3 hours ahead of time! yay us! we became the first marine mobile to go to the causeway and back! that night had self cooked buffet. 5th day we did one more high element before heading back to singapore.

that was part one of my past 2 weeks. the day after i came back from obs, i had to leave for batam for ocip. the day started off badly enough, with the ferry rejecting our sponsored paints as dangerous cargo. therefore we were force to leave the paint behind. the hotel was shiok enough though. me, kuma, mike, sharidan and glenn bunked together in one room. after a very heavy lunch, (the bra finished 4 tubs of rice and bjorn went around other tables scavenging for more food. haha!) we went to take a look at the orpanage we were gonna be working on. the place was in a real bad condition. at first we had different plans of what we wanted to do to the place, but after mdm hanisah said they wanted the first floor painted, we decided to respect thier request. so after a super heavy breakfast on day 2, we bought all the paint we needed and went back to the place where the guys did the painting and the girls brought the kids out to play. we even had lunch with the kids. we also got the kids to leave their hand prints on one of the walls. the painting basically took up the whole time till 5 after which we left for shopping then back to the hotel. afew of us bunked in my room that night but i kinda zonked out xP haha. on the third day the girls set up the library corner while the some of the guys worked on the entrance curtain thingy. but we couldnt have set it up without the help of the 2 fellas who brought the wardrobe we bought for the orpahnage. the place looked really beautiful after everything was done. after some camwhoring we bid farewell to the kids and headed back to the hotel where there was a sharing session among classes over dinner. that dinner was the bomb! we had our own table buffet lah can xD haha. that night some crashed my room again and we played cards and stuff till me wilson carl mike and sharidan only slept at 5, and woke up at 7. haha. last day was basically shopping. and we got a thank you card for our awesome tour guide yanto. he was a damn nice guy. yup after that is back to singapore.

then came the 27th. went for some musical with aaron, kuma, bjorn, gwen, sharidan, fel, sam, and janani. and 27th was the happiest day of my life(:(: if you wanna know why come ask me yourself. haha xD

then 2 days ago was obs outing! kuma, paolo, joyce, wilson, pricilla, khairul, glenn, daph, bjorn and naren. made some new friends. all had steamboat at bugis. aaron joined us after that. fun bunch of people. talking cock and stuff. hope to go out with you guys soon!(:

okay that sums up my 2 weeks or so. shall post pictures when i get them. byebye(:

2008-11-27T22:40:00.000-08:00

kesa is the happiest boy in the world right now((:

2008-11-14T09:40:00.000-08:00

early morning, random mood, bored. youknow ive a weird feeling that things are happening around me related to me that i dont know of. like things are being hidden from me. or maybe its just the effect of the book im reading. but i dont think it is. hmmm... annoying.

2008-11-13T20:10:00.000-08:00

ive only got a book for company now.

im getting annoyed even though i know im not supposed to.

2008-11-10T07:25:00.000-08:00

hello people. quite alot has happened since i last posted. err... first was the show emceeing thingy. some deeparaya show organised by raintree and cinnamon rc from hougang committee or something like that. haha. and since my aunt was in charge i got the chance to emcee the show. pretty cool shit actually, emceeing a real live show. haha. quite scary too. and the first event itself cocked up, stupid cd dint work, and being emcee, me and nasri had to save the day. haha. but all in all, it was a really cool experience. not ppl can say they emceed a real show can they(: haha.

second thing that happened was the results. D day on 7th november. and my final grades was B B C D E. okay i guess. but on the side note, i got D for current affairs. damn joke! i feel damn stupid lah can. everyone else got like A or B. ive seriously got to know whats like happening around me. haha. but on the overall grades has been quite okay. managed to keep my 4 H2s. so J2, here i come!

third. im a facil! yay! haha. got selected from the interviews to be facil for orientation next year. damn cool shit. almost everyone i wanted to got in. almost.... but ohwells. hope faciling is gonna be a good thing and not screw up things for me.

forth. i went for this wedding on friday. and there was another wedding happening at the same temple. and guess who i saw. felicia paul. and the best part? she was wearing a saree! haha! so that officially makes me the first friend to see her in a saree. you should seen her face when she saw me. i swear she nearly stopped breathing. haha. anyone wants to see her in saree? i have pics(: haha. but she'll kill me. ask me nicely and i might show it to you secretly. sshhh. haha.

and fifth. party at satish place on saturday. it was awesome! it has been ages since i saw all of them. great to see them again, goofing around like how we used to. updated on each other, ate, played fifa09, and watch arsenal vs man utd. all in all in was a really awesome time. havent seen the likes of anboo, satish, huz, asyraf all for ages man. it was great to catch up(: okay i'll leave you'll with afew pics. haha byebye.

part of kumz club @ satish's place

random pic at suntec

me and my cuz before the deeparaya show i hosted.

me and my cuz after the show. i emceed and sang and he sang for the show.

2008-10-28T19:30:00.000-07:00

hello all. deepavali yesterday. was pretty fun. really enjoyed myself at my grandma's. everyone together talking cock, just slacking around and stuff. has been pretty long since we did that. haha. and ive got some deepa raya show this sat. pretty interesting. lets see whats gonna happen. haha. ohoh! and did i mention 1T15 is champion class for 2008! damn awesome lah. we guys are seriously the bomb. rawk on T15!! okay byebye with afew of the many pictures we took yesterday.

pradeep, vinoth, naveen, karthik, me

Back: naveen, predeep, me, vinoth

Front: durka, mougli, aishyu, dhalini, karthik, kamini, pramila

us dudes. shirts are so the in thing. haha.

Champion class'08. we own. rawk on T15!((:

2008-10-25T22:50:00.000-07:00

imagine if all of us had no emotions. no anger, no anxiety, no happiness, no sadness, no frustration, no jealousy, no confusion, no love. how different would the world be. i wouldnt have friends around me who are worrying their socks off over promotion, i wont have friends who are heart broken over below par performances by their standards. but then again, i wouldnt be rejoycing about being awarded champion class, and i wont be with the girl i love. the pros and the cons. how would it be if the world had no emotions at all. anyone willing to try it? hmmm...

2008-10-22T21:30:00.000-07:00

a friend once told me, you can never be liked by everyone you meet. there will be people who will accept you and then hate you for who you are the very next second. its not your job to please everybody around you. well, kinda true isnt it. i mean, i do what i feel is right, what someone was the catalyst for me to do, but yet, i get hated and deemed villian by the same person. ohwells. guess this kinda things do happen. i still have no real hard feelings. im just disappointed by the reaction i recieved. i mean, people can be so confusing sometimes. drawing close one second, then pushing me away like as if i was the one who drew close and it was totally my fault. ohwells. i will wait and see how long the cold war goes on. im not accepting defeat, i just never was in the war in the first place.

on another note, promo results were out on tuesday. i generally improved on all subjects i guess. B B C E E. thats wayyy much better then the E E S S S i got for mid years. haha. topped the class for H2 econs. kinda proud lah. its gotta be the first time i topped the class for something since like pri 2? haha. major suprise was gp. 2nd highest in class. a C. my compre paper was kinda not bad. and the mean gp teacher who marked my compo thought i was a girl cause of my handwriting! like wth. i took effort to write bigger kay. haha. chem was slightly disappointing. a E. my section b was bad. ohwells. physics' E was slightly expected i guess. though i kinda thought i'll be getting a U or something. oh wells. good for me. and finally maths was a B, pretty satisfying after all the practices. haha.

OP dry run 1 was today. it was abit of a rush lah. we had only done up a partially completed script and powerpoint the night before. and i was kinda tired so i just went to sleep before waking up at 2 tp watch match. dint memorize script. but op went resonably well. there were areas to improve but overall it was more then i expected. so keep it up cj 060! lets all get an A alright! haha(:

we need to soccer real soon. i havent worn that jersey in ages.

2008-10-08T15:30:00.000-07:00

ITS OVER!!!!! :D

time to party like a rockstar! haha. and something else too(:

2008-09-28T23:00:00.000-07:00

problem solved(:

2008-09-21T08:10:00.000-07:00

life, is seriously getting confusing. i dunno what i feel anymore. after promos, im gonna sit down with mr.bestie and slap myself back to normal. if got too many feeling swashed up in me now that i dunno how i feel towards someone. haha gosh and i thought i was simple. ohwells. for now, 8 days to promos. at the moments, kesaboy is quite screwed. haha.

yeah thats us, like 2 or 3 years ago? we need to hang out more. after promos man

although i am man utd through and through, i still think this guy is cool. his hair is so cool man. something i would i have had if i was in poly! argh. haha ohwells. there you go krif,your torres pictures.

welcome back cristiano. you're still the best! lets see how man utd's season goes now. hmmm.

2008-09-14T01:33:00.000-07:00

hey all! exam stress is killing me, exam is like so near lah. and i really cannot stand all this expectations. all i want is to get promoted and that t15 does not get banded and seperated. ohwells. and oh, my timetable got revised lah. im like ending at latest 2pm from now on. dunno if thats exactly a good thing. cause all the pe lessons are gone and all my many many breaks have been taken out. ohwells. and guess what! i totally freaked out during tuition yesterday. my maths tutor got into the ghost story telling mood. he was damn good lah. i seriously freaked out even though it was like 12 noon. and then krif HAD to tell her own ghost story. i swear i jumpped like 6 feet lah. totally freaked out. the teacher's face turned red woth laughter when he saw me jump lah. i hid under janani's jacket and never came out for like 10mins >.< haha. and then after tuition janani crashed my aunt's house. cause i was going over to my aunts place and we meet my aunt on the bus. i had to drag her there by blackmailing her with her water bottle xP she finally got to meet her jungle boy. haha. but my aunt went to show her all my young photos! so embaressing. janani, whatever you saw is only between us kay(: sch 2mr! so sian. ohwells bye!(:

this is my sista from another mister, joyce! xD
notice the similar expressions. haha

gosh i really really miss soccer now.

2008-09-05T21:15:00.000-07:00

HELLO! gosh how time flies. seriously. i cant believe it has already been a week since i was out there in marsiling playing soccer with kumz clubbers. holidays have passed so fast lah. ive barely had anytime to do anything. sianz. promos are like less then a month away. ohwells. i havent really got much to say. so i'll just leave you'll with some pics taken over the hols. see ya'll!(:

me and ami's funky new specs. like it?

an alley down bugis. somehow the picture looks kinda cool.

thats me! with nats new pink giraffe ear rings xP

kumz club in marsiling after soccer on teacher's day

wan ting, icky, ami and me outside zamzam. ami is one kuku.

me, naveen and bdae boy mougli. yupp thats him name.

all sweaty after soccer with cousins.

me and my peeps(:

my next choice of specs xP

a girl like you is impossible to find, impossible to find...

2008-08-27T18:10:00.000-07:00

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag. I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I've been in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Whos waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

somehow the words just suddenly make alot of sense. haha. ohwells...

2008-08-23T10:30:00.000-07:00

why so serious? you need to put a smile on your face.

haha i think i need alot of smiles now. exam approaching. no more soccer. stress man. haha.

2008-08-08T22:30:00.000-07:00

whee. so many things have happened the last few days. for one. im still blady hell sick. seriously. i think this is the longest ive been sick in my life. its going to be 2weeks as of sunday. so nyeh. being sick stops you from doing so many things. like training properly. so sad right. having said that i scored my first cj goal :D even though it was just a testimonial match for the j2s. felt good to finally score after such a long time. ouh we won the game 6-3 btw. haha.

AND. this week also kinda marked the end of something personal. well i kinda enjoyed the 2 months lah. atleast the first month before it started getting rocky. i think i'll keep the tshirt i got as memory and not wear it. ohwell. we shall see what happens in the future. if its meant to happen then yeah, it will i guess. positive approach yo(:

AND. today cj celebrated national day. we were a bunch of kuku heads who walked all the way from cj to ccab. i dint really see the point of the walk man. seriously. they called it a fund raising walk but i dint see how the walking raised funds. haha ohwells. then there was the usual singing sings anf dancing stuff at ccab. then went to catch love guru with the b.r.a. now seriously, that was the most retarded show i ever watched in my life. i would have totally been nyeh about watching it if it wasnt for jessica alba. she was as hot as usual, except when she kissed mike myers. like wth. haha. after that rushed home, bathed, changed, and left for newton. seafood with kumz club. was awesome seeing all the peeps again. everyone turned up 2day man. well almost everyone atleast. haha. even asyraf was there. long time since seeing most of them. so yeah, it was a good get together. catching up and all. ate talked and ate somemore. haha. too bad no camera so couldnt camwhore. haha. so yeah. that has bascially been life. haha.

2008-08-02T18:10:00.000-07:00

the past is coming back to haunt. damn it.

2008-07-25T13:00:00.000-07:00

hello! i dint go sch today. was seriously damn tired lah. i seriously needed to catch up on sleep and rest. haha. i wonder how my class would be doing today. wilson would still be gaying with bjorn, bjorn would still be either asking seriously retarded questions or just sleeping, aaron would be making hilarious comments and zohaning, glenn would be smsing and jacking the teacher, mike would be entertaining everyone in the b.r.a, kuma would be trying hard to listen to the teacher but end up goofing around, gwen would sewing her skirt or just doing something else, nat would be the only good student listening, and joyce would be as blur as usual. gosh. i love these peeps man. lucky i'll be seeing them 2mr(: for today i shall just rest. oh i gonna watc dark knight later! heard its nice(: i shall find out.

and oh. racial harmony day was good. i had fun(: with all those awesome costumes and all. haha.

2008-07-20T16:10:00.000-07:00

im not feeling it from you. why. is it on purpose. argh, i wish i knew. oh. and so many wierd/funny/pissing off/scary/confusing/happy/wth-ish things have happened the pass few days.

and its a sunday and im bored.

i miss those happy sji times. they were so much less confusing. haha.

2008-07-11T20:00:00.000-07:00

results of a camwhoring session with gwen.

this is gwen.

the picture that began the camwhoring session.

i look like a girl.

watcha staring at.

after pe.

the monkey and the moose.

yup thats us for ya. haha

gosh i love my class to bits. they make school all the more bearable, together with the ics peeps and my dear little monkey girl(: ohoh! and congrats to kuma on becoming ics president. you deserved it man. good job. and also congrats to bjorn and megan who become fencing captains, gwen and nat who became council vps. you guys are just awesome(:

2008-07-06T11:25:00.000-07:00

hey all! i am a happy kiddo now(: i have been quite good the past few days man. ever since the break started, everything has been much smoother. feelings haven't changed of course(: i get that awesome tingly feeling everytime you stand next to me, give me that smile, when you place your hand on my shoulder. hope things remain this way and better. love you(:

2008-06-29T18:00:00.000-07:00

the 29th. i shall remember this date. for the right and the wrong reasons. how things can change in a month. haha.

2008-06-25T21:10:00.000-07:00

RULES:
1.Put your iTunes/Windows Media Player/ETC on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
do i make you proud - talyor hicks
(HAHA. i do rightttt xP)

2.How would you describe yourself?
smells like teen spirit - nirvana
(i smell like a teen! WOW. must be the deo.)

3.What do you like in a girl/guy?
ridin' dirty - chamillionaire
(HAHAHA! yeah she better be)

4.How do you feel today?
welcome to my black parade - mcr
(go figure. im being racist to myself. haha)

5.What is your life's purpose?
i got it from my mama - will.i.am
(HAHA! im such a grateful son. always rmb i got my life frm my mama xP)

6.What is your motto?
1973 - james blunt
(what a motto. to go back in time and emo. haha)

7. What do your friends think of you?
superman - five for fighting
(AWWWW. im so touched.)

8. What do you think of your parents?
gasolina(remix) - daddy yankee
(gosh my parents are hip yo.)

9.What do you think about very often?
turn it up feat lil flip - chamillionaire
(gosh ive got to be one horny guy xP)

10.What is 2 + 2?
bleed it out - linkin park
(that just shows my feelings towards math.)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
you raise me up - josh groban
(OMG. how true. love ya bestie!)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
the way i are(remix) - timbaland feat. francisco, keri hilson. d.o.e
(haha hopefully she is)

13.What is your life story?
back at one - brian macknight
(yeah, i always end up where i began)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
bleeding love - leona lewis
(i am not gonna be an emo!)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
you're beautiful - james blunt
(talk about perfect man. she sure is)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
photograph - nickelback
(awww, nostalgic wedding man)

17.What will they play at your funeral?
big girls don't cry - fergie
(HAHA! what a way to console)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
fly - hilary duff
(ohh how i wish i could!)

19.What is your biggest fear?
melt the snow - shayne ward
(im afraid to melt the snow? haha.)

20.What is your biggest secret?
mr.lonely - akon
(yeah im actually very lonely xP)

21.What do you think of your friends?
the real slim shady - eminem
(yeahh they're the bomb yo)

22.What will you post this as?
blown away - akon
(haha yeah i am)

23.What song would you play during your first time having sex?
low - flo rida
(now that would be hawt)

okay. i want eveyone who has read this to do it. namely ami, icky, nish. yup

2008-06-20T20:55:00.000-07:00

kesaven is a confused kiddo now.
he doesn't know what to do.
he doesn't know what to expect.
he wants to blog about so many things but does not hv the mood to now.
and kesaven is also going to flung his mid years next week.
~~why!~~

2008-06-16T23:00:00.000-07:00

hey all. i think its been like a week since i last updated. heh. times has been really flying man. its already the last week of june hols la. and exams are NEXT week!!! OMG. im like so dead kay. i had to be such a kuku and take 4H2s. sian... hopefully i won't do too badly. well on the brighter note, my holidays have been turning out awesome(: ics peeps and the B.R.A have been awesome company, together with icky and kumz club of course. haha. there should be a sji friends meet cjc friends gathering man, i think it'll be quite interesting. haha. ohoh. and i hve got a new chem idol now. and she's also my laughing buddy. haha. hi janani! ace chem kay!(: hee. ohoh, and i got all the photos from satish's bdae celebration at sentosa already. gosh i missed those typical sji moments. so fun kay. talking abt sji, i went sji 2day!!! went to collect my o level cert with ami and icky. shalu and janani tagged along. walked around alma mater. its been so long. missed the place hell lot kay. felt good being back there. haha. went to study at coffee bean after that. oh wells. mugging marathon awaits 2mr. peace out.

after kung fu panda...

the happiest picture ever(:

2008-06-10T21:10:00.000-07:00

hello! okay im slowly starting to get into the mugger mode, which is good i guess. spent the whole day, more or less, studying yesterday, it was joyce's bdae yesterday!!(:(: me, kuma, mike, gwen, joyce and fabian met up in sch in the morning to study. studied till about 1ish 2 after which we decided to go to novena square for lunch. we actually walked there la wth. and it was freaking hot!! wonder whose idea it was to walk. haha. so we ate at fork and spoon. glenn joined us there. so after eating, we kinda planned an inpromtu mini bdae celebration for joyce. me, mike and fabian distracted joyce and kept her company while glenn, kuma and gwen got a nice cute brownie with a candle in it and a tasmaniam devil(?) balloon. haha. so it was a bunch of us, cj kiddos singing happy birthday to you in the middle of novena square. how thrilling right. haha. so after that kuma went back home and the rest of us went back to sch to study. then fabian and mike left for hockey and joyce went back home for bdae celebrations. glenn stayed for awhile more before leaving. so it was just me and gwen left. so we studied and caught up on life till about 7 when the security guard chased us out of sch. then we went j8 for bubble tea before going home. yup, that was my yesterday(:

these were the awesome cj peeps who came for me bdae(:

joyce, krif, aish, fel and kuma. love ya'll(:

2008-06-05T21:50:00.000-07:00

i need some hot waffles with vanilla ice cream and and strawberry syrup and a nice cup of cold milo dinosaur to drown my emoness now. seriously.

2008-06-04T10:00:00.000-07:00

yesterday was awesome(:(: i was kinda sad at the beginning that some people, like icky, wouldn't be there. but i got to admit, i had more fun then i ever expected. thanks to jun kai, shauqi, ami, dickson, kuma, joyce, fel, krif, and aish for coming to the bbq on a last min notice. i really enjoyed myself! thanks guys! OMG. and i love the B.R.A and the ice peeps kay. i really do. i swear i dint expect any presents. it was last min notice afterall. but omggg, the stuff you'll got. love you guys man!! reallyreally do. a customized cap, a belt, a stud, a bracelet, a pair of shoes from the B.R.A(that includes joyce) and a footy medal and tee from aish, fel and krif. thanks guys!!:D now for all those who wished me, either via sms, msn, friendster, or a phonecall. so, a HUGE thanks to kuma, nat, vinee, gwen, jaslin, xue ting, trini, jeremy, shavi, cheryl, fads, calvin, sash, bong, naveen, nish, satish, glenn, pramila, aish, fel, krif, shalini, mike, wilson, aaron, kumz, gan, renu, natasha, roy, anboo, maxi, fabian, sathia, marcus, zi yang, sameer, durka, mougli, jun kai, shauqi, ami, dickson, joyce, renu, eugene, randall, hanif, tharshini, and of course mum, dad, aunts and uncles. sexy 17 was a day that i won't be forgetting. how sad i hv to wait another 364 days. haha(: i'll post pictures once i get them from aish.

2008-06-03T00:00:00.000-07:00

KESAVEN IS SEVENTEEN!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME(:

2008-06-01T20:00:00.000-07:00

kesaven's a happy kiddo(: everything's been just so awesome the past few days. im happy. i feel loved. love you(:
oh. and i turn 17 in 2 days time.

2008-05-30T11:00:00.000-07:00

coming to jc, and after 5 plus months of it, i think im kinda starting to realise the whole difference in life between mix schs and boys schs. i guess im starting to realise what all the fuss is about. i remember the sji days, totally heck-care, noisy, do whatever you want kinda life. coming to jc, i kinda have to admit i feel quite noob. haha. as in, people talk about so many things happening, how thier secondary school life was and i think, wow, thats nothing like mine. but hey, that doesnt mean sji was lousy. no way man. i loved sji. and i still do. i guess that's the difference. a completely different experience and journey. i hear my jc friends talking about their times in sec sch experiences and its nth like what i've been through. but guess thats what's making every bit of jc life even more interesting. hmmm, i dunno. but hey, im enjoying life atleast. new friends, more fun(:

2008-05-28T10:00:00.000-07:00

Thaalam '08 was a bomb man. it was all those hours and sweat every single one of us put in deserved. burning till late at night practicing dance, having a last min crash course doing up the banner, risk getting screwed by our parents for being late, and of course, putting up with the constant nagging of kotti. haha. all in all, it was a fun experience(: so well done us! we'll own next year kay. cjc ics.

2008-05-22T20:00:00.000-07:00

CHAMPIONS OF EUROPE '08

MANCHESTER UNITED

gosh, what an inspiration(:

2008-05-18T14:30:00.000-07:00

i miss kumz club. we should have a match soon.

im feeling strangely happy today, dunno why(: haha. doodeedums

2008-05-14T20:40:00.000-07:00

im getting that feeling again. hopefully this time it will end differenly(:

2008-05-10T20:30:00.000-07:00

haha. who knew we could be so gay xP

this is so frustrating. the insensitivity, the self centeredness. its hurts hell lot. whatever that was done, i tolerated. i tolerated more then i tolerated anything or anyone. but yet, i still find myself in this situation. i dunno what more to do. it hurts kay. damn it. what more do i have to do.

2008-05-03T11:15:00.000-07:00

CHAMPION CLASS'08(:(:

-1st for shot put girls
-2nd for soccer
-2nd for eco challenge
-3rd for frisbee
-3rd for 8 x 200m relay
-4th for netball

I LOVE T15 (:(:(:
We're awesome. I'll post pictures as soon as i get them.

2008-05-01T12:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY LABOUR DAY!!

that means, HOLIDAY!! yay! i havent woken up this late in ages man. even my weekends have been so packed. its nice to break. adding the fact that 2moro's sport's day. haha. i need a break from studying man. ive never studied during the weekends in my live in sji. and in jc, im mugging day in, day out. sad thing is, im still failing every subj. sucks ehh. oh wells. and ive still got a econs test and chem test next week. dieee. haha. on the brighter note, sports day 2moro! fun(: im playing soccer! wheee. hopefully we can win. and later is gan's suprise birthday at src. hope its gonna be a blast :D

the people who make sch bearable.

love you guys(:

2008-04-23T18:25:00.000-07:00

hello all. gosh, i feel so damn sick. stupid sore throat and flu. it has been bugging me for like 2 weeks lah. sucks man. blame on the weather. heh. well on the bright sight, i had the best tuesday in a loooong time yesterday. some of ya'll know why(: haha. gosh. it felt good man. haha. okay anyway, kumz club! we need to meet up soon man! long time no see eh. arrange a meeting. lets go kick some balls. haha. and icky! we need to meet soon also! i havent seen you in ages yo! miss ya. gosh, its the end of may already. so fast. half the year is almost gone. a quarter of my jc life is gone. gosh this is so freaking fast. ohwells, time to catch up on alot of mugging. cya!

2008-04-15T21:10:00.000-07:00

oh. my. god. i am so tired. and i have no idea why. even my weekends are getting packed man. like seriously. i feel so dead. heh. whywhywhywhywhy! im soooooo tired. haha. and there's like still tonnes of work to go. like gpp! oh man. im dead big time.

and today! (more like since yesterday), i lost my voice. like seriously lost my voice. i couldn't even speak properly. i sounded like some kuku head. plus my throat hurt super big time. i had to walk around sch either whispearing or using hand signals. sheesh. i felt so kuku. haha. and oh. the weather is like super duper uber weird okay. it was like so darn freaking hot and then suddenly it starts raining like siao. it so affects your mood man. and oh, i think i have flungged all the econs, chem and gp test i have done so far. okay i need to choing gpp. this has been such a pointless random post.

2008-04-06T01:10:00.000-07:00

hey all! yesterday was cross campus. our class came in top 10. well done, chong kai, megan, bjorn and michael. you guys were awesome. made 1T15 proudddd(:

today was well, a very different day. not my usual saturday i guess. woke up early for a saturday. went to watch cj vs sa rugby match at sa. seriously man, the sa field is freaking nice! why cant cj have such an awesome field. sheesh. and cj lost the game, quite badly. nish was having her fun time, bitching about all her hated people. then after the game we crashed pp macs. just sat down there and caught up on lost time i guess. we are a super crazy, thats for sure. haha. and i bumped into desmond too! haha. so later she went to tp swimming pool and i went back home. yupp, that was my saturday.

2008-04-01T19:50:00.000-07:00

my new 2.4km timing, 9min 59sec. im freaking happy man(:

2008-03-30T20:45:00.000-07:00

arghhhh. im so irritated okay. who should have like so owned that game lahh. stupid ref. 2 penalties and a red card. what in the world was he thinking man? how about when thier keeper totally 2 footed me? how in the world was that not a penalty. so argh. 3-3 was such an unfair result. oh wells.

i miss sji...

2008-03-27T19:20:00.000-07:00

hello all! since i so cant think of what to blog today, i shall just post random pictures. haha.

thats my awesome class, 1T15(:

gwen, joyce, me

i took a picture of megan trying to take a picture of me. haha xD

megan was up to no good.... haha xP

bjorn, michael, me

kumz clubbers! i miss ya'll man.

i felt so vandalised

gwen the monkey with glenn in the background.

tsk. thats gwen for you.

AND! thats me

okay im done for today! kumz club match this sunday! cant wait. haha. i better get started on my pi soon. heh. see ya'll!

2008-03-23T12:50:00.000-07:00

these boots are hawt man.

i so want a new pair of boots. anyone wants to give an early birthday present? xD haha. oh wells, back to sch 2moro. i miss sch man. but i so dont miss tutorials and lectures. haha. ohoh! ive found myself a new sister! haha hello nish (:

2008-03-21T11:30:00.000-07:00

may your soul rest in peace.
that is what all of us hope for. you have more loved ones then you know.

sigh, the past few days have really been a hectic time, emotionally and physically. the lost of a loved one is not easy to bear, i guess. seeing the brave and strong one cry brings a tear to even the strongest of hearts i guess. goodbye was never an easy word to say, esp when its your loved one. oh well. i guess nothing is forever, no?

well, atleast the day ended on a good note. thanks for that piece of good news, and thanks to all for your congrats :) now, i must put the past behind and move on. and im grateful for the strong support i have to help me. i can do this.

have a wonderful good friday all :)

2008-03-18T20:45:00.000-07:00

screw this! its like as of all the bad stuff that could happen to me is like happening at the same time. this sucks.

2008-03-15T21:00:00.000-07:00

im am getting good at this. you should be proud of me icky :)

ok, im too tired now. shall blog soon on class bbq and trip to pulau ubin.

2008-03-13T22:30:00.000-07:00

ok, im making this promise to myself. im gonna just go back to being my usual high self from now on. no more emoing. there's no point of emoing anymore. hey, if you trip and fall, get up and continue walking man. dont sulk like a baby. yupp. and if im gonna get treated differently because of whatever happened, then too bad i guess. its all up to you, if you trust me enough. yup.

facades. haha. icky, i sure am picking up your traits.

im back! :)

2008-03-13T11:15:00.000-07:00

gosh, i miss being high :( but everytime i try to be myself again, that happens. argh. okay, i promise i will try to my usual high self again soon. i just need to get over this phase. i need chocolates and strawberry syrup!! thats bound to make me go high. or maybe some soccer in this pouring weather...

2008-03-10T21:35:00.000-07:00

~~fuck lah~~ screw it. screw it. SCREW IT. i so feel like expolding now. i couldnt even be myself in school today. this is seriously sucks okay. maybe i should just reveal it. BUT! that would be like putting a knife through myself lah, seriously. ok, i shall try to avoid. TRY to. sigh, who am i kidding.

2008-03-06T20:30:00.000-08:00

youknow, handling mixed emotions can be such a pain. seriously. so grawr.

but anyway, on the brighter note, im enjoying cj (: many many new friends and many many old ones. its been so far so very good. the class has been getting along quite good too. i mean, its not perfect lah, but good enough :) we even have our own back row assosiation (bra). haha. and of course, the tiny little scandals here and there, together with all the other retarded stuff we do. yeah, its been fun. and training's been quite good too. its been really taxing, but good. hopefully i'll get into the A division squad this year. that'll be really great.

okay, i seriously need to mug. yes, mug. im not kidding.

i dont even know how i feel... grawr.

2008-02-29T20:30:00.000-08:00

LEAP YEAR!! i wont be posting on this date for another 4 years even if i wanted to. so cool right :D haha, me and my cheap thrills :)

2008-02-24T23:50:00.000-08:00

hey yo. i got posted back to cj! wheeee! so fun right. so i officially got my choice jc. im glad man. cj, is like in our words, sji with girls. haha. fun. so i had orientation 2 from wednesday to saturday. and i was posted to IG 31. initially, ive gotta agree, i was kinda missing my class, 1T16. i mean, we were like super duper bonded lah. most of us were really missing each other. and i personally dint really know anyone in my ig, which meant i was feeling kinda like a loner. but at the end of the 4 days, my ig became quite bonded. most of the guys were enthu and joined in all the games and most of the girls were not the shy type and openly mingled with everyone. and then there was our facils, shaun and majella. they were awesome man. guess all this put together made orientation 2 one to remember. from the shampooing games, to rolling around in ecp, to get all drenched and wet, to dancing like crazy in mass dance. IG31 was awesome. it was an amazing 4 days. thanks all who made it fun (:

cjc ignite! flame on!

IG 31!

2008-02-16T16:20:00.000-08:00

hey all! thursday was valentine's day! and valentine's day in cj was a bomb man. you should have seen all the early morning rushing. giving each other chocolates and other stuff. thanks you 1T16 for all the wonderful stuff :) :) cheryl for the chocolates, gen for that awesome k7 cookie and that strawberry pendant, glenn for that muffin, astrid for the chocolates, joanne for the sweets and chocolates, joyce for the friendship tag, and nathalie for the friendship tag, the chocolates and the ear rings. and also my ig mate michelle for the chocolate. i had a super chocolate overload on that day man. made me superdeeduper high :D thank you guys all so much for all the stuff. this was a blast of a valentine's day compared to all the previous valentine's day i have had. and after school me, nathalie, kuma, wilson, joyce, aaron and christopher went out for dinner. we all met orchard mrt at 5 plus and had a short snack at kfc while waiting for joyce to come. and sadly, aaronaaa and wilson couldnt stay long. so they rest of us walked down from far east to centre point. it was really fun walking down orchard road at night on valentine's day. seeing all the different types of couples. and occasionally a group of singles like us, just hanging out. haha. fun. and then there was the moment of hilariousness. i shall not say it out here. haha, but it was just darn funny. so at centrepoint we just had dinner and talked cock, before heading back home. on an overall, it was a wonderful valentine's day spent with a wonderful group of people.
and then yesterday, there was rockefella. well, to all those not fron cjc, rockefella is an annual rock concert that in held in cj, and is performed by cjcians. and my special class, being so wonderful that we are, decided to go formal. it was quite weird being in shirt, tie and jeans when many turned up in either cjc pe shirt and longs, or just a simple shirt and jeans, but hey, thats what makes us unique (: well, rockefella was very good. especially ivan's band. i cant remember what they called themselves though. but they were just awesome. all 3 songs they played was just wow, especially the song, "always". im like super impressed man. the other bands were good too, though there we some super boring ones, like the last one, and the one that played those nirvana songs. but on an overall, i think rockefella was worth a 7 out of 10. it really brought the house down man. it was fun rocking with fellow 16ers. after rockefella some of my classmates went to serene macs for supper, but i sorta had to go home, cause i was already going home late quite alot. haha. on an overall, i really loved the past 2 days man. i was a blast (: now i eagerly await orientation 2. haha.

1T16. love (:

2008-02-03T15:20:00.000-08:00

UPDATE! haha. ok im finally updating here again. and i officially feel botak. cos i am!!! grawr. who knew loving soccer so much would have such devastating side effects? heh. well in case you dint know, all cjc soccer players had to shave their hair (on their heads =.=) off. supposedly for team unity. haha. ok whatever to that. but other then being a laughing stock once in awhile to certain ppl, its been ok. thanks all the ppl who said shaving actually suits me (: atleast it made me feel abit better. haha.
and oh! i made my cjc debut on thursday! wheee. i was so excited kay. and the best part was that i got to play the whole game! yes, i was dying out towards the end, but that can be improved on. we might have lost 1-0 at aj against aj, but we can still be quite pleased with our performance i guess. it was our j1 team against their j2 one. so its not bad lahh. plus their goal was so fluke. he mishit the chip lah! tsk. now i just hope coach thinks im good enough to make the cut for the squad for the upcoming international cup tournament. and for that to happen, ive gotta train man. and that i will.
and finally, i love my class! haha. ok i think ive said that a million times. heh. but really, i do. the AA brothers, the barbie brothers, the indian family and the enthu club. we all rock man. we shall be the best class that ever graduated from cj (: go 1T16!

2008-01-24T21:15:00.000-08:00

YES! I GOT 11 POINTS! AND THATS 7 AFTER BONUS!!!! IM SO DARN FREAKING HAPPY!!!! thank you to all who stood by me during this period of time and all these 4 years and made it possible. my family, my dear kumz clubbers, and my always-there-for-me bestie. thank you guys! you'll made this 7 points possible! :D

2008-01-16T21:25:00.000-08:00

hello hello! due to popular demand and the fact that im home earlier then usual today, i shall update! heh xD okay well, cjc has been the bomb man! haha. like seriously. the mass dance is super addictive. haha. my orientation group was IG 17. full of fun people! charmaine, ziyang, di xin, jane, cassandra, michelle, shiu an, clara, mei gi, chia, jia hong, gabriel, yong sin, riki, yeu jinq (hwa cheong!!), qiaoyi, nicolette, philip, justin, yan ling. and of course our dear facilitators, martin and clare! the 3 days were fun man. yes, we did take quite some time to get along, but all thanks to hwa cheong and his antics, we were quite close enough. haha. i shall not do into detail of what his antics were. heh. so there were many crazy games for the first 3 days lahh. mostly involving getting wet, muddy, sticky and soappy. the next 3 days was with our class. i am in class 1T16. another batch of crazy fun people! glenn, cheryl, hamzah, yeu qing (hwa cheong again omg!!), joanne, astrid, hao nam, wilson, kum wei, joyce, vanessa, chong kai, hanif, genevieve, christopher, kyle, kumaresh, jolene, yew hung, nathalie, michael, aaron. so i spent my next 3 days of orientation with these people and our facilitators, yin ting (auntie!!), and bob. it was more fun stuff. more mud, and water, plus alot of other sick stuff you wouldnt want to know. we even went dragonboating!! wheee! damn fun. and then there was finale nite, okay finale nite officially made me fall in love in cj. it was awesome man! with bimbotic cheerleading by us sji guys! haha. okay, im not going into details here again. ask around if u wanna know what happened xD haha. and after that, it was back to lessons. i decided to take physics, chem (yes, even though i despise chem to the core), maths, econs. lectures were quite boring at first, but we got used to it soon. teachers have been an interesting lot. esp the likes of k b ong. haha. hilarious i tell you. haha. and ohoh! i got into cj soccer!! wheeee, im so happy man! but now i have training from monday to friday till 7pm. sianz. and now i must work up my fitness and try to break into the first team. okay, i think i have to go back to homework now. i shall update again soon!

2007-12-29T13:40:00.000-08:00

okay, ive been just too lazy to update. well, i went cameron's highlands last week. it was quite fun actually, though there was ALOT of travelling. haha. we visited strawberry farms, bee farms, flower farms, butterfly farms, and many other places. well, it was quite a good trip lah, away from the hustle and bustle for awhile. haha. and of course away from this darn hot country. haha. the 10-22 degress temperature there was a real get away. haha. and on our way back we dropped by batu caves. so on an overall, it was fun trip. and here are a few pictures! (since i am too lazy to update in detail)

there's where we had our breakfast on the first day. familiar name huh... xD

my sis's birthday cake!

happy birthday to youuuu! sis with mum and dad.

advertisement for strawberry ice cream! finger lickin' good xP

yummy baby strawberries. haha xD

in front of tea plantation.

looking up from tea plantation. that place was super cool man.

cause we are punks. haha.

the alpha males xP

strawberry is lurveee.

scorpions!!

i HATE snakes. yuck.

pwetty pwetty butterfly!

in front of the batu caves temple. that statue is huge!

after climbing some 200 plus steps to the top of the temple.

HAHA! i still can't stop laughing at that! xD

haha, that was basically the trip. i have got so many more pictures but wouldn't want to bore you with them. haha. AND! i have this super ultra craving for ice cream strewberry waffle now! fresh hot waffle with cold vanilla ice cream and hot strawberry syrup on top. OHMYEFFFING GOOD lahh! i had it in the strawberry farm in camerons. i so want more now. i want someone to follow me to gelare'! haha. okay, but on the slightly lower note, school's reopening! yes, unless you're from some alienated world, you should know that school's reopening this wednesday. which means 2007 is coming to an end, as is my time in sji, officially. and for my pae time, its gonna be cjc. for about a month. well, its gonna be a totally new experience. first up, its gonna be strange having girls in the school, haha. well, luckily enough, cjc is made up of more sji boys then any other schools. haha. so thats gonna help settle in. heh. hopefully i'll have a blast of a time. plus i have a little competition with iqbal. haha. im gonna win bro x) haha. and hopefully, kumz club can still keep in touch during this period. and there is the idea of getting new jerseys for kumz club. must see how. heh. OH, and happy birthday in advance ami firdaus! we can finally pool together leagally as of 2moro! haha (: byebye for now, till i return to blog again.

2007-12-21T11:30:00.000-08:00

hello there yo peeps. okay and yesterday i was off in batam. it was basically shopping. and there was the visiting of a temple. and as im too lazy to post, i shall just post pictures. heh

my cuzzie on the ferry... gosh it was windy.

in the van!

waiting for our seafood!

entrance to the temple

the ancient temple

a close up

gosh. the dragon looks super cool. and its like ancient. wow

monkey! xD

the lord of the dragon xP

and for memory's sake.

haha. well, it was quite a fun trip. and cameron islands awaits this sunday! whee. its gonna be fun! haha. but before that, kumz club match 2moro. i need my revenge!

2007-12-17T12:20:00.000-08:00

and we are so owning now. go man utd!

2007-12-12T18:45:00.000-08:00

alright, and once again im here after like a gazillion years. heh. not my fault. its not like anyone reads right? haha. anyway. ALOT of things have happened since i last updated. i mean like duh, its the holidays. well basically its been soccer, running and abit of swimming. well like the other day, (i cant remember which day exactly >.<) me, nur and icky went for a run around mt rosie. and me being me, was quite knocked out after the run. so we slacked in the canteen for awhile, resting and wondering what to do next. but alas, rain struck. it started pouring quite heavily. it was around 10am then. so we just lazed around, hoping for the rain to stop. but like wth, it so didnt lah. so me and hisyam washed up and then 3 of us had branch. (breakfast + lunch?) heh. and still the rain dint stop. so we were there, talking nonsense. then we decided to walk around school. so we went to 105 and then 205. those were our former classes. so we just sat outside 205 and talked for awhile before going back to the canteen again. and then we once again talked cock and stuff, waiting for the rain to stop. and then me and hisyam started to become lame, playing songs on hisyam's phone and literally moving to the words. it was well, fun in a certain lame way xD haha. and by then, we started to get abit hungry again. and ami joined us after watching golden compass in orchard. and then the rain finally slowed abit. and at that point it was 5pm. so 3 of us had spent SEVEN hours in school going nothing! like wow. that was one whole normal school day without lessons xD haha. it was a different experience. heh. so after that we went adam road for dinner, where icky kept recommanding mutton brain soup =.= like wth. so after dinner, we gad to lepak there for awhile as it started raining again. and once rain slowed, it was home sweet home. so that was like one was the fun days i have had. and this saturday, beach outing. hopefully it goes ahead successfully. pray for good weather. :D

2007-12-03T21:00:00.000-08:00

man i feel SO much better now. thanks for understanding bro. the bestest alrite (:

2007-12-03T09:30:00.000-08:00

this holidays are so not turning out to be what it promised to be. my life is like broken pieces of mirror now. so grawr.

im aint pissed no more. please talk.

2007-11-27T23:00:00.000-08:00

“A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."

"A hug is worth a thousand words. A friend is worth more."

"Friendship is one mind in two bodies."

"Friendship: a building contract you sign with laughter and break with tears."

how i wish a certain someone realised all these. sigh. i've never felt this pissed in a long time. grawr.

2007-11-26T08:55:00.000-08:00

wow, its already monday. the past few days have gone by really fast. and saturday. it was like a day of total mixed emotions kay. i got happy, pissed, sad, and then had a total laugh, all in one day. heh. that's tiring by itself. haha. anyway, on saturday morning kumz club had a 2ng leg clash with ramosians. we were already leading 5-2 from the first leg, courtesy of goals from gan, huz, satish and 2 from me. but this time round we were missing 2 key players in hisyam and sathia. hisyam was in brunei while sathia and some personal stuff to attend to. this meant that we had to play 10-a-side and i had to play on the left wing, something i have so never done before. so it was ami in goal (with a twisted wrist O.O), satish and kumz in the centre of defense, (satish thereby playing totally out of position), shauqi and sri wing backs, jk the centre of midfield, huz and i on the wings, and anboo and gan spearheading the attack. and the match got off quite well. jk was controlling the ball well in midfield and our defense was steady. we even hit the post in the opening minutes. then deservingly, we went in front. jk and huz played some nice passing before huz chipped in a nice cross amd the confusion between the defender and keeper allowed me to sneak in and header. 1-0. but the lead dint last too long. about 5mins before the end of the half, they equalised, with ami getting a strong touch to the ball, but unable to prevent it from creeping in. 1-1 at halftime. the second half was more of the same. and almost half way into the second half, their centre mid came flying in with a challenge, resulting in a freekick for us. with hisyam not around and satish playing defense, i decided to take the freekick, allowing huz to go up for header. my first instinct was to go for the far top corner, but you had to be ronaldinho to score that. haha. so i decided to go for the near bottom corner, powering a low hard drive. 2-1. i scored a freekick for the first time. heh :D but the joy was short lived. satish pulled a groin muscle as he took a goalkick and the ball fell straight to the stiker in front of goal, allowing him a tap in. 2-2. it was a real stupid goal to give away. and in the dying seconds, with all of our players pushing foreward in search of a winner, they hit us on the break, scoring a gruesome counter attack 2 mins from time. 2-3. heartbreak. big heartbreak. the positive note was that we still won 7-5 on aggregate. but yet, to lose our 100% record was really sad for me. grawr.

so that was like the first part of my day. the second part was totally different. so after the match i lunched at anboo's place (the puri was damn nice!) and then rushed back home to bath and change and leave my house again. then i met ami before making our way to rgs to hook up with icky and hazm. so once there we got our tickets to this play called stubbs. then there was the buying of popcorn, the usual confusion over seats blah blah and finally the play begn. my gosh! the play was superdeeduper funny. haha. i loved the amigo dude! and rose has gotta be the lamest girl i met in my life. haha. overall the play was good lah. guess it was a good way to end the day after the earlier defeat? haha. yupp. it was a good way to lighten up the mood. so yes icky, you win, the play was good. haha. after the play, we went to kfc at fareast for dinner. there, lets just say we had our bit of fun. haha. shall not reveal it for icky's sake. haha. but it was really funny.

icky: what is it? is it my shirt? is something wrong with me shirt?
hazm: no.
icky: is it my face? is it a pimple? is something wrong with my face?
me: haha, dude, your face is always wrong. haha! xD

heh, classic. so yeahh, it was a fun way to end the day lah basically. wasted hazm and i dint take a picture. we would have laughed our heads off. haha. slayers game this friday. calling for support to rally kumz club on! we shall previal! haha. enjoy your day (:

2007-11-23T09:00:00.000-08:00

okay, i FINALLY decided to revive this place. decided to give it a new look. haha. ok well anyway, in case you're from some totally unkown planet or something, you should have known that the O's are like finally over. yupp. thats it. it officially brings the curtain down on a wonderful 4 years in sji. well, it surely will be missed. but on the brighter note, no more mugging! freedom atlast! haha. ive been really enjoying myself somewhat since the exams were over. basically i has been soccer, along with beach outings, nonsense smses of purple tuxedo hijackers xD, x box at anboo's place and the kumz club graduation. oh, the kumz club graduation was really fun! those who are looking for the pictures, go to either my facebook or friendster, they're there (: so yeahh, thats what my holidays have basically been. quite fun i guess. but there are the downsides. guess those are not meant to be said here. so yeahh, this place is revived. 2moro's kumz club vs ramosians rematch. gonna be fun (:

2007-09-22T19:30:00.000-07:00

today was like my best day in SJI, and in my life. graduation. and now, officially, i have graduated from sji. the school that held many unforgettable and life changing experiences for me. this four years is something, i know, i will never ever forget. i still remember myself, in sec 1. small, ignorant, and well, abit irritating i guess. sec 1 life was fun and care free. nothing to bother about, nothing to be stressed about. exams were just a waste of time to me. i remember making great friends then. satish, gan, jun kai, hisyam, huzaifah, shauqi and of course kumz, my buddy from primary school. all of us were in the same class. the class of 05. that was basically sec 1 life, friends and soccer. then came sec 2. the best year of my josephian life. guess you could say it was the year i kinda matured. more friends came into my life. sri, sathia, anboo, ami, just to name afew. then there were the 2 most influencial friends i ever had and will have. they were the greatest buddies i ever had. best friends. iqbal and hin yang. i will never forget that year. the things we did. the friendships we forged. the targets we set together to achieve. that year in my life was like heaven. and there was of course, my class. 205. class 05' of year 2005. the best class ever. the bond we had was unforgettable. ace camp. a great few days. i still remember lying down on the hill and watching the night stars shine. truely the best year in my life. then came sec 3. i think this was my worst year in sji. thinking back, i never really did anything. the only significant event was something i wish never happened. the clash of egos. the beginning of the end of us 3. then there was adapting to a whole new environment. upper sec. a new class. people i din't know. guess we did take some time to connect. there were the up times, the official creation of kumz club, just to name one. but overall, it was my worst year in sji. then came sec 4. the end. the eldest lot in the school. the burden of responsibility. propably my best year in NCC land. i was proud of what i did for my cca. they were great times. and my class finally started to click. yes, there were the small different groups, but as an overall, we went along great. then there was the kumz club debut match. that, i will never forget. realising our dreams, playing together as one team. i will always be proud to be kumz club's first scorer. the only dip in this year was the continueing deterioration of friendship if my two greatest pals. guess time doesn't always heal things. sometimes, it just makes things worse. sigh, if only. if only one of them had spoken out earlier. who knows? maybe. maybe my besties would still be that. i will never forget these 4 years in sji. how bad or great the moments might have been, they have defined me. they have made me who i am. they had made me someone whom i would have never been elsewhere. now, all i have is one debt to repay. the Os. my biggest hurdle. i will clear it with flying colours, for me, for my friends, my best friends, classmates, teachers, and, for SJI. bmy memories of these four years deserve nothing less. ora et labora

2007-09-18T21:35:00.000-07:00

like a stone falling through an endless pit. thats how i feel now. i am so disappointed with myself. i expected so much more. grawr. im devastated.

2007-09-15T07:55:00.000-07:00

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2007-09-10T17:00:00.000-07:00

well, this is it. the real final strecth. the final school term of 2007. my final term in sji. the one week holidays have just passed by so fast.

saturday - tuition. then overnite at aunts place. saw united own sunderland.
sunday - tuition. then beach! was really really fun. dog and bone! haha.
monday - slack day. stay at home and rot. slight mugging.
tuesday - outing. bowling. loved it. the group was fun. thou the jap food spoiled it. hehe. cuzzie bdae party after that. was funny. haha. really enjoyed myself overall.
wednesday - slackin off at aunts place. abit of soccer with cuzzies.
thursday - rot at home. slight mugging.
friday - same as thursday.
saturday - tuition.
sunday - under-21 street soccer tournament! wee-hoo! i chipped the goalie to score! :D tuition after that.

that was my holidays. okay i guess. maybe i should hv studied more. my a maths is like shit still. physics 2day was okay, thou my aim of a1 is like so gone. ouhwells. b3 atleast. well, 7 more weeks for Os! man, i can't wait to get it over with. though its quite sad that ive only got a month left in sji. oh wells. better make my 4 years here worth it. ohoh! listen to akon's 'sorry, blame it in me'! its damn nice. haha. enjoy.

2007-08-31T21:05:00.000-07:00

man, this song was like from so long ago! brings back primary sch memories. haha.

well, speaking of primary sch, went back there 2day for teacher's day. guess i just wanted to go take a look. i mean, for nect year's teacher's day, it would be sji, not aps. so yeahh, met up with some old teachers and mates. was quite wariming i guess. some teachers actually remembered my name. haha. oh wells. quite sad that my old pricipal was no more. the new one was such a bastard. kept chasing us out. but we had our ways. haha.

on another note, first phase of prelims went quite well.
last friday - english paper 1 and 2
monday - e maths paper 1 and 2
tuesday - social studies, chem paper 1 and 2
friday (today) - elective history
engliah was okay. i think can get an a2. e maths was tougher then expected, but hopefully can scrap a b3 or a2. social studies was good, though ive already lost 6 marks cause of lack of time. chem was so much easier then expected. too bad i had already given up on chem. but think can still scrap a b3. and elective history was a blast. went really good. hopefully can get a1. depends on social studies. well, that was phase one. still left a maths paper one and two, physics oaoer one and two, full literature and higher tamil paper one and two. hopefully can scrap 15 points for preliems. that would be a real morale booster.

who knew it takes just a second for your mood turn from contended to shitty. ohwells, nothing new.

2007-08-19T13:07:00.000-07:00

yo all. man, this week has been super fast, and not to mention super tiring. AND! preliems are next week!!! ahhhh. stressstressstress. haha. well, had o level english oral on monday. went pretty well, i must say. the topic was on toys. haha. i got quite stunned when the examiner ask me "talk about your favourite toy when you were young." haha, i was like "okayyy..." but i was good i guess, though not even close to ami's. i bet that asshole got 40! grawr you ami. you brudder from another mother. haha. oh wells, hopefully i'll get atleast a 32. haha. and then there was the after nightstudy thing... better not to say that here? it was really freaky though. haha. and then there was the release of the mother tounge o level results for those who took the paper this year. it was a disaster for the tamil boys, i must say. ram, satz and anboo all are retaking. i wish them all the best. night study. it has been quite productive i guess. much more then what i would hv done if i had stayed at home, thats for sure. haha. but im still kinda worried abt elect, chem and a maths. physics and lit just needs abit of touching up. should be okay. atleast 15 points for preliems. and it is official. kesaven misses soccer. man! when was the last time i had a good game! plus! there's no sports channel at home! grawr. ohwells, it is afterall, the mugging season. sigh, life is just a big pile of mess.

2007-08-11T20:11:00.000-07:00

yo all! national day eve was a bomb. i mean, the later part of it. school was a total bore, you know. like who the hell would wanna watch a 45 min video on singapore's history? esp when we were dying to get away from sch. haha. i swear i nearly fell asleep trying to keep awake >.< haha. then there was the usual national day celebration. i think the most amusing thing that happened was that stupid air con which decided that during the national anthem was the perfect time for it screw up. haha. good thing hisyam wasn't sitting with 421. saved him the embarressment. haha. then it was the usuals, blah blah, sing song, speeches blah blah. the cls performance was a joke, the mls one was kinda nice, and the tls one, as usual, sucked. well, that was the celebrations. after that me, satish, gan, huz, ram, and jk decided to go to fareast for lunch while anboo went home to change. then there was that whole confusion in the bus stop with all the cj ppl and all, and huz and gan ended up not boarding the bus. so the rest of us reached there first and so me and satz went to change. man, both of us really took long man. by the time we were ready, huz and gan were already eating with jk and even sri, sathia and ami had caught up. haha. so after eating me, satz, sathia, ami and sri went to chevrons to meet anboo. and what happens? the stupid bowling alley was full. grawr. then sri had to leave cause his mum called. so the rest of us headed for jurong entertainment centre. meet a certain someone with -ahem there. haha. so me, satz, ami, sathia and anboo decided to go play pool but the stupid lady wouldn't let us in cause ami was still 15. (his bdae was still loooong away). like wth. what's a few months gonna do? grawr. so with nothing else to do, we finally decided to go watch rush hour 3. and zomg, the movie rawked!! haha. it was the funniest movie ive seen in my life. haha. even my seat number was K7. hehe xD so yeahh, go watch rush hour 3! it rawks! and ami, salted popcorn sucks kay! x) haha. so yeahh, the movie finished at around 4.30 and none of us wanted to go back home so early. so we came up with a plan and managed to sneak ami in first before booking the pool tables. hehe. so we played pool for like 2hours. and we're not that bad at pool. hehe, nothing sport added to kumz club hobby list. haha. so after that it was almost 7 and it was home sweet home. it was a bomb. haha. and 2moro's anboo's birthday. happy birthday dude (: gonna enjoy the party.

2007-08-08T20:42:00.000-07:00

Get Your Sexy Name

haha wth! >.<

2007-08-05T08:35:00.000-07:00

yo all. its been some time since i last came here. haha. haven't been on the com for quite some time. i mean, coming home at 11 everyday, i barely hv time to do anything. haha. well yeahh, this past weel has been... well interesting. first of all was well, night study. me, ami and anboo have been turning up everyday for night study. well personally, night study has been quite productive. then there was chem prac. it din't exactly go as well as i would have liked. im still sure that it is calcium and not zinc. ohwells. other then that... there are some other stuff, but not to said here? haha. watever. k, i don't feel like blogging. haha. bye peeps.

2007-07-27T18:36:00.000-07:00

yo all. man this weeks been tiring. really. so tiring that i decided to pon school today xD haha. but really. i've been really tired the past few days and playing soccer for so long must have really hit the spot. lol. so yeahh, i had an extra long sleep and woke up at 12. hehe. oh wells. next week will be fun. night study starts and there is chem prelim prac next week. haha. i need chem prac to save my ass, cause my theory paper is gonna stink. haha. well, on the brighter note, i've finally read finih deathly hallows! haha, yeahh, slow, i know. but i only got the book from gan on monday, and had very little time to read. haha. i like the story (: ohwells, but all good things must come to an end. no more harry potter. how sad. ohwells.

2007-07-18T20:27:00.000-07:00

yo all. and another week of schooling is coming to an end. this week has really been stressful. had e maths test yesterday. i think can pass that one lah. though i felt i could have done better, and today i had prelim english oral. i was kind of confident lah. but i felt i performed abit bellow what i expected. i stumbled abit in my reading, which i swear i have never done before. but i felt it went reasonably okay. hopefully i can get atleast a 30 out of 40. that would really help me pull up my paper 2 marks. my compre hasn't been very good lately. then there is a maths test 2moro. i have already failed the pass two a maths test, though i fared wayyy better in the retests. well, i think 2moro's test can pass one. the topics seem easy enough. linear law, circle measure and trigo. trigo seems to be the only tough one. passing would really be a confidence booster. and racial harmony day on friday. will be helping out at the stalls again. fun! no need to wear school uniform! xD haha. i wanna take alot of pictures on friday! haha. and i wanna do teh tarik! damn fun. mr. arul did it last year. hopefully i'll get to do this year. hehe. well, thats gonna be my this week. and night study dates out already. happy that i'll be having quite abit of company. ami and anboo would be my main company and satish and icky will be there for 3 out of the 5 days every week. that would really be great man. i don't wanna be left out alone. well, i've decided to go abit into hardcore mugging once night study starts. 3 hours of good mugging would definately do me good. and the environment is just perfect. nice, cosy, quiet, and in the company of my friends. haha. i know icky will love me saying this. but yeahh. i think im gonna enjoy mugging. well, i really need it, like it or not. later my tamil turn out to be my only a1. lol. die ahh.

and well, going onto another topic. its been quite awhile i guess. am i like giving up on this? seriously, i dunno. i was quite surprised with myself when i brushed aside the topic when it was brought up to me today. i mean, it really has been long. conflicting egos and all. and well, i have been trying. i really have been. but suddenly, i feel as though im not considering it a priority, an important issue anymore. almost like i don't care. but i know i do. espcially now, when i start to see the signs that the ice is finally started to crack. the first step doesn't seem too far away. and i dunno if im helpping in any way. but really, i want to. but what if they have their own plans and my actions only make things worse? grawr. maybe i should wait to be approached. it had been long since i had a good long chat. oh wells. the promise was by the end of this month. and well, on the bright side, there's still 13 days. well, it took only a few to form this wall, so 13 days is more then enough to break it. (:

2007-07-14T23:15:00.000-07:00

hey yo. it has been three weeks since school started. THREE weeks. time really passed man. im officially no more part of ncc, supervised study started this week, racial harmony day's next week, together with preliems english oral. and i flunged my a maths test, 14 out of 40, though i did pass the retest with 25 out of 30. but really, time is passing so darn quickly i hardly have time to catch up. it was great having a break on thursday, when none of us had any supervised studies or blah blahs, and we played soccer like after a month. it was a break that i really needed man. im starting to lose it. yesterday was an example... ouh wells. whatever it is, this is mugger mode time, like it or not. i better practice for oral preliems next week. 15 points for preliems. seems realistic enough, i hope. had literature symposium yesterday also. it was a total disgrace man. so unprofessional. thanks for saboing kenneth's group julian! haha. but really man, only a few school bothered turning up and im sure that even those few thought that the whole think sucked. the st nicks one was a gazillion times better. tracy goh better learn a good lesson from this. and in between the lit thing i went to watch over training. it was so cool seeing the sec 3s being specialists. its like as if they suddenly look so much mature, well most of them atleast. good luck you guys! makesure we get best unit kay! well yeahh, that all for now, i guess.

2007-07-08T19:30:00.000-07:00

well, this was it. its finally over. my time had come to an end. as the Annual Parade drew to a close yesterday, i couldn't help but feel satisfaction and a hollow sadness at the same time. when i saw julian's tears, i sorta felt my own sorrow. ncc has just been a part of me, especially this past year. and now, like everything else, its has come to an end. i couldn't take it. but good luck to daniel and the new specialists. you guys will do great. i know it. but i guess can't get over the fact that im in ncc no more. it feels so hollow. reading those affirmations, my mind just started racing back to all the memories. sigh. even while being out with icky and shaukz after din't help. was tired, hungry and feeling freaking low. but i'll get over it. i will do well and do my time in ncc and in sji proud. you can bank on it.

after last year's AP, the new specialists, us.

never forgotten. SJI NCC (land). rawk on.

2007-07-02T20:36:00.000-07:00

she is hotttt!! :D

~~7 more weeks to prelims...~~

2007-06-29T21:32:00.000-07:00

"joseph! don't show me your chest unless its furry!" - tracy goh
haha, tracy goh is wierd man. scgs lit symposium thingy 2moro. grawr.

AP's in a week's time. my time's coming to an end.

im ~~superduperuber~~ tired.

2007-06-26T21:21:00.000-07:00

and another day of school has passed. and the day just seems to get much more stressed by the day. today i find out that the maths department has come with certain "measures" to help us do better. two full maths papers are to completed every week and in addition there would be a minimum of one test every week. if you fail the test, you have to stay back after school and retake the test and have to do so till you pass. that just gives me the creeps kay. i'll manage e maths. but a maths? man, more of precious time gone. grawr. but other then that fact, the day went quite okay. had AP rehearsal after school. man, the first rehearsal was horrible. the weather was like, as jude tan put it, "martian and mercurial". it was freaky hot and so many were falling out during the parade lah. i had to fall out too cause i din't take lunch and was really feeling dizzy. but i was ok soon. and the rest of the rehearsal for the day went pretty okay. the sun was way more kind to us. haha. fatty shawn was laughing at me during the parade. fat ah he. lol. after that more bad news came. friday was the full dress rehearsal. that means i have to bring my number one uniform (the white one) to school. friday was also ncc day, which means i must also bring my number 4 uniform (the dark green one) to school. and to add to that, i have pe on friday. man, god bless me. im in for one hell of a ride.
chris benoit, may you and your family rest in peace...

but on the brighter note,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIN YANG!!!!! :D

2007-06-25T21:45:00.000-07:00

okay. today was like the first day of term 3. i like i sooo expected, it was hell. total hell okay. it started as early as during assembly, when it was like freaking humid and stuffy. i started sweating like a pig. sweating early in the morning man. like wth lah. i was feeling really all grawr. then the second bad news came. the changed the timetable. okay lahh, maybe there was not really much of a change. but still. they were a few important ones. like like. now i have only got one day where tamil was the period before recess. so technically, only one day of early recess. lol. and then, after the third week, there would be no tamil lessons. like seriously man. yes, i know everyone would be done with their mother tounge papers and would therefore no need these lessons. but how about for us higher mother tounge dudes? like it is not like we are pro in higher language. its not easy okay. just look at my mid year marks. grawr. and then after that, the next news. supervised study. im like down for five freaking subjects. like wtf. i only expected a maths amd chem lahh. i dunno how come engish, combined humans, and lit also have. lit ehhh. wal lau. tracy goh purposely one lah. this means that from the 9th to the 30th of july, im down for supervised study thrice a week from 2.40pm to 4.45pm. thats a total shitty man. and now, i have also got tuition on saturday from 1.00 to 3.00 for chem, 3.30 to 5.30 for physics and on sunday, 3.30 to 5.30 for a maths. and plus, i want to join night study. cause one, i really love studying when its dark and quiet. and two, i definately can't studying at home. its just not suitable. so yeahh, anyone willing to join me in night study? and oh, anyone interested in forming a study group and studying on saturday evenings or something? please tell me kay. i seriously need to get into mugger mode. phew, man just reading this makes me tired. hopefully i can handle it. less then 4 months to go. so peeps, if wanna go out on weekends, make it in the evening yeah. ^^

well, after school was a far better experience though. slacked in the cafe with kumz, anboo, ami, hisyam , jun kai and satish for a while. haha, it was a serious case of hilarious talk. haha. like like. "you've got a hot ass!" joke haha. anboo. and kumz's "puss* in boots" haha. >.< man, we are really retarded sometimes. after that waited for iqbal and headed off to orchard with him. wanted to get hin yang a birthday present. so yeahh, we kinda walked around and around and finally got him this really cool ripcurl belt. well, atleast icky fell in love with it. haha. then after that we headed off to amk hub to well, actually dunno why. we just walked abit before heading back. so yeahh, thats how my first day went. and happy birthday icky's mum! enjoy school people, its gonna be one hell of a ride.

2007-06-24T21:30:00.000-07:00

mugger mode officially starts 2moro. i think. goodbye good old slacking days. hello, death days. gulps. save me.

2007-06-22T23:10:00.000-07:00

okay, i like just came back from catching my very first movie at amk hub's cathay. and i have got to say, the place is not bad. though it was a good thing i brought my jacket cause it was like freezing. haha. but yeahh, guess it was like sorta worth all the hype and all. but but but!! the popcorn was super niceeeee :D it was like sweeter and nicer then all the other popcorn i had ever eaten while watching a movie. haha. maybe it was just me, but that popcorn and the new atmosphere really lifted my spirits. haha. yay to the new cathay which is near my house so i don't have to go far far away! xD haha.

so well, me and my cuzzies went to watch fantastic 4. honestly, after reading all the newspaper reports and criticism of this movie, i really went in expecting the worst. but in fact, the movie was not that bad. i dunno why all the papers had to say the movie sucked and all. yeahh, i kinda agree that they rushed it alittle and could have given abit more explanation on silver surfer and stuff. but on the whole, the movie was not that bad. just that i hated it when alba appeared blonde. she looks so uncharacteristically ugly as a blonde lahh. sheesh. the part where she said. "im like so hot for you now" was like so hawwttt. they even had to make her dieeee. haha. okok, im losin it. lolz. so yeahh, on the whole, the movie was kinda ok for me. its worthy of atleast 3 or maybe 3 and 1/2 stars out of 5. next up, transformers, harry potter and the order of the pheoniex, goal 2. man, i need cash.

2007-06-20T20:15:00.000-07:00

When I born, I am Black,
When I grow up, I am Black,
When I go in Sun, I am Black,
When I scared, I am Black,
When I sick, I am Black,
And when I die, I am still black

And you White fella,.....
When you born, you are Pink,
When you grow up, you are White,
When you go under the Sun, you are Red,
When you r cold, you are Blue,
When you r scared, you are Yellow,
When you r sick, you are Green,
And when you die, you are Gray..
And you are calling me Coloured ..I AM PROUD TO BE ONE =]

haha... i found this interesting enough (:

2007-06-19T17:15:00.000-07:00

okay, i dunno why but i just felt like updating. haha. okay, this is like the 3rd and final week of the june holidays. yeah, only three weeks cause of extra lessons during the "first week". so yeahh, i was kinda told before the holidays that this was supposed to be a crucial time and all, and i should be making a full use of it. but really, i dunno of i have lah. and i seriously doubt many have. haha. for one, the holidays have really flew past. i did my small share of studying but suddenly, i feel as if its not enough. its like, i only did my revision a few days back and it feels like as if i did it a few weeks back. creepy. so yeah, you could kinda guess how i was feeling during extra lessons yesterday. an hour and half of a maths followed by two hours of physics. physics wasn't that bad. but maths.... was like so nyeh. i barely understood or recalled anything. man, lucky it was a maths. wonder how rusted my already rusty chem is. the thought itself sends shivers down my spine. and the hilariously retarded part is, i just can't bring myself foreward to mug chem. everytime i want to, the look of that thick, red book just puts me off. grawr. and so what's the price i pay? i have to go for tution for chem, physics and a maths on BOTH saturday and sunday. thats like super nyeh. there goes my weekends. well, for the next 4 months atleast. i am sooo gonna be deprived. blehh. okay this is pointless post.

2007-06-16T23:15:00.000-07:00

okay, im feeling so much better now :D

2007-06-16T21:45:00.000-07:00

i am feeling so darn ~~fucking~~ urgh now. grawr.

2007-06-11T22:10:00.000-07:00

Kumz Club F.C

bottom row(from left to right): shauqi, aathi kesaven, huzaifah, kumaran (capt), satish kumar, ganesh.

top row(from left to right): srivatsen, nurhisyam, ong jun kai, shawn suren, sathia moorthy.

missing from picture : ami firdaus

and thats us. kumz club f.c.

latest update: Kumz Club 5 - 2 Ramosians

scorers for kumz club: ganesh, huzaifah, satish, kesaven (x2)

2007-06-07T20:20:00.000-07:00

today has really not been good.
stupid mood swing.
sigh.

2007-06-06T10:30:00.000-07:00

hey! guess what. im 16! wee hoo! like finally right. my birhday was like 3 days ago btw. on sunday. and i was like one of he bes birhdays ever. i'll post some pictures later on. well yeahh, the kumz club gang arrived at around 4 plus. kumz, gan, hisyam, alif, saitsh, ami, and anboo. and sri joined in abit later. so we were all playing x box for quie some time before hisyam and alif had to leave. arnd 6 plus iqbal came and then we had dinner and talked cock abit. after that went down to play soccer until about 8 plus before coming up to cut cake. that was roughly about was happened in brief. and so i'd like to thank every one of you guys who came. you guys rawk!! and the gifts. zomg the gifts lah! it was like soooo cool. thanks for actually taking time off to go to queensway and get me that jacket and that addidas jersey with my name and number. really loved it. (: and thx mum for the awasome cooking and the super cool shirt and soccer boots you got me. and my aunts, for those pair of specs and bag i had really wanted. i loved em all! you guys made me feel special. thank you guys (:

now, pictures!

my peeps....

playing x box...

sri, kumz and gan...

makan time!

anboo and his mutton masala! haha.

well, we know which food was sri's favourite. x)

kumz and icky...

my cake!

us!

prezzies from kumz club!

new bag, t-shirts and boots! woo-hoo! =D

mercury vapour!!! wow...

looks good. (:

and thats how my first day as 16 went. (:

2007-06-02T18:30:00.000-07:00

wee hoo! hello all! today is like my last day as a fiveteen year old. im officially turning 16 in 5 and a half hours. whoo hoo! im gonna be legal! x) haha. guess my 15th year of living has been really fun. but i don't wanna spoil the mood and go reflecting on whatever that has happened. i think i'll leave it to another time. haha. for now, i just can't wait for 2moro. =D